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When Love Goes Still by Mary Calmes

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end. – Seneca

Sivan Cruz and Walter Wainright are at the end of their beginning—the end of a marriage that had languished through years of raising a family, building careers, and going through the emotional and physical mimicking of a relationship that had long ago ceased to be a communion and had, over the years, become little more than a collaboration of convenience, more tedious than torrid.

Siv and Walter’s story is one that’s all too familiar, the story of two people who begin a new life with each other amidst the heat of attraction, and before all is said and done, it’s that life that’s got in the way of the weaving of a connection between spouses, the part of the family dynamic that has nothing to do with children and careers and has everything to do with friendship and being attuned to each others needs. To say that Siv and Walter grew apart would be true enough, but it might be more accurate to say Siv and Walter never had the opportunity to grow together, given the way their affair began. There was so much promise there, so much to hope for. But in the end, great sex simply wasn’t enough to build a marriage on, nor was it enough to hold one together.

Separated and on their way to divorce, Sivan is all about moving forward now, moving on without Walter because that’s what you do when you fall out of love with someone you’ve spent nearly two decades of your life with. Walter, though… Walter loves Siv every bit as much as he always has, but what does a man do when he’s the sort who speaks in actions and not words? He lets Siv go, that’s what, because he doesn’t know how to say, “Please, don’t leave.” Ironic for a lawyer whose job it is to argue in the face of every challenge.

Still is a beautiful story that begins at the end and ends at the beginning. It’s a story that shows how easily love can go still but not cease to exist. It’s a book that shows how easy it is to still love someone in spite of the belief you’re much better off without him.

This story touched my heart, made me a little sad, if I’m being altogether honest, but knowing this was a story written by Mary Calmes, I never lost faith she’d eventually steer Siv and Walter to their happy ending, and would take me along for the ride.

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Werewolves and Demons and Murder, Oh My! – Creature Feature by Poppy Dennison and Mary Calmes

Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living; it’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. – Dr. Seuss

So I have a secret, and that secret would be that I really don’t like paranormal romance stories. Please don’t tell my husband, who just recently published a paranormal romance, The Gifted One (shameless plug, I know, because his book is awesome and you should check it out), but werewolves, vampires, and demons coupled with gay romance is just not my idea of a good romance story. Yes, I love Harry Potter, and I even love watching reruns of Charmed, but these stories are founded more on the premise of the magic and the paranormal, not the romance that serves as an undercurrent in the story. I suppose that other little paranormal series that shall go unnamed with the Vampires vs. Wolves and the angst ridden boring, teenage girl has left a rather bad taste in my mouth. So when I think of paranormal, with romance being the main plotline in a story, I would rather spend my time taking my daughter prom dress shopping, which in and of itself, is a rather paranormal experience.

I had noticed Creature Feature at the top of the Dreamspinner Press bestseller list for several weeks, and because it was of the paranormal genre I kept passing it by. However, week after week there it sat at the top of the bestseller list. So I thought, “What the heck, I’m done with prom dress shopping. What do I have to lose?” Boy was I surprised! This incredible double-feature by two talented authors is a perfect afternoon double matinee to whet one’s appetite for paranormal romance. Move over angst ridden, boring teenage girl and enter hunky werewolves and demons. These two well written, character driven, paranormal romances are the perfect way to reintroduce yourself into the paranormal romance genre, or if you like the genre – a perfect Sunday afternoon, curl up on the couch, eat a bowl of popcorn, double matinee.

Diagnosis Wolf by Dennison stays strictly in the werewolf genre, and throws in some incredible romance scenes coupled with a good amount of drama and suspense.

Landslide by Mary Calmes deals with werewolves and demons and the tension between the human main character, and the demon love interest had me more than once raising my blood pressure.

Needless to say, Creature Feature is a great read and a great double-feature in the paranormal romance genre. It has certainly convinced me to read other titles in the genre and it is way more entertaining than prom dress shopping.

Reviewed by Bruce

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What’s On Tap For This Week?


It’s a week of reviews coming up, as Bruce and I gear up for the Hop Against Homophobia & Transphobia on May 17th. You’ll want to watch for that because there’s going to be a giveaway along with the post topic we’ve chosen to discuss, something near and dear to both our hearts.

Meanwhile, here are the books that’ll be featured in the week ahead:

Monday: Bruce reviews Poppy Dennison and Mary Calmes’ collaboration, Creature Feature

Tuesday: Hayden Thorne delivers fairy tale magic with Gold in the Clouds

Wednesday: Bruce talks Stubborn Heart by Ken Murphy

Thursday: Sam Kadence’s YA Paranormal romance Evolution makes an appearance

Friday: Justin Foster meets Logan O’Brien in M.J. O’Shea’ Finding Shelter

Have a great week, everyone, and happy reading!

But For You by Mary Calmes

“How would this do: and they all settled down and lived together happily ever after?” – J.R.R. Tolkien

Literary history is rampant with the names of legendary couples who will forever be linked, one with the other: Romeo and Juliet, Heathcliff and Catherine, Rhett and Scarlett, Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy. The list is endless. For those of us who love M/M romance, though, well, our lists look a little bit different than that of the classical mainstream. Our lists include names like Ty and Zane, Adrien and Jake, Victor and Jacob. And I know my list wouldn’t be complete without Sam Kage and Jory Harcourt.

It takes a huge amount of dedication, love, and commitment for an author to build the lives of their characters from little more than the first spark of an idea, then to construct an entire world around a first kiss and on to the hardships and trials that will eventually lead them to a happy beginning. It’s sometimes a slow and painful and arduous journey, one that at times might cause you to wonder if the author is trying to gut you where you sit because you see and know what the characters can’t—that it’s all going to be okay in the end.

But with as much dedication as it takes to create these lives, it takes just as much determination, if not more, to know when it’s time to say goodbye. And that’s what But For You felt like to me—a slow, sweet goodbye, but not in an entirely heartrending way because Mary Calmes made it all okay in the end. She made it so that Jory stopped running away when things got tough, made it so Sam stayed too, fighting for the love that was so difficult for him to claim in the beginning, made it so Sam and Jory stood together and fought for their family, fought to keep them safe from a man straight out of Sam’s past, a man who wasn’t who he pretended to be. It was the perfect beginning to their ending—or maybe the perfect ending to their beginning. Either way, knowing that Sam and Jory are forever lingering out there in the realms of ink and paper, carrying on, finding trouble where ever it’s to be found, and loving each other; well, that makes the farewell just a little bit easier.

Because Mary Calmes did what she always does best: made it all okay for us in the end.

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A Jory & Sam Ficlet by Mary Calmes – She Has A New Book Coming Out, In Case You Haven’t Heard…


In honor of the imminent release of But For You (Coming from Dreamspinner Press on October 12, 2012), the long awaited and much anticipated sequel to Bulletproof, as well as the final installment in the “A Matter of Time” series that has followed the lives and love of Jory Harcourt and Sam Kage, Mary Calmes is here today to offer a free ficlet which is set in a time-period between the two books.

For fans of this series, and speaking as one of them, I know I’ll take anything Mary has to offer, and this really is Jory and Sam as good as they get. Enjoy!






Just Jory by Mary Calmes


We had been waiting for three hours as the negotiations continued. My ass was numb since I was sitting, along with everyone else, on the cold marble floor. I had my hands on my knees and those PlastiCuffs on my wrists, waiting to hear what the next wave of demands was going to be.

“I’m so dead,” I grumbled, letting my head roll back and clunk against the side of the desk I was close to.

When a couple of people gasped, I understood my mistake.

“No one is going to die,” the gunman, bank robber; whatever he was, however he should have been classified, corrected me.

“Oh, not you,” I shook my head, giving him a dismissive wave even though my hands were both inseparable from one another. “My partner’s outside.”

It took a minute for the wave of surprise to recede so he could talk to me. He even pushed up the ski mask when he did it, rolled it up so I could see his face.

“Oh crap,” I moaned.

“Oh crap what?”

“Are you gonna kill us now?”

“What?” He seemed startled by my question.

“Sam says that the only time guys show their faces to hostages is if they plan to kill you.”

Instantly there was whimpering, crying and breath-catching from all over the room.

“No-no-no,” he soothed me as well as everyone else. “Let’s all just settle down. We don’t plan to hurt anyone as long as the cops outside cooperate with us.”

I squinted at him and he noticed.

“You don’t believe me?”

“No, I just…Sam said and…” I shrugged. “I mean he knows about this kind of stuff.”

“Sam? Who’s Sam?”

“My partner.”

“The one who’s gonna kill you.” He clarified.

I nodded.

Snort of laughter from him. “Lemme get this straight. You’re more scared of your little boyfriend outside than of me, here, in front of you, with a gun?”

“Oh hell yeah,” I almost whined. Just imagining Sam Kage pacing outside in the street was making my stomach flip over. “And he’s so not little.”

There was nothing else to do. The guy in charge, who was standing right in front of me, had asked for some food and a bus to take us all to the airport with him and his partner. It was the same bullshit that all bank robbers did to waste time in real life as well as in the movies. So it was understandable, since we were in a holding pattern with nothing else to do, that he knelt down on one knee, huge ass automatic rifle pointed at my head, and asked me why I was so scared.

“Okay,” I said, scooching up because my ass was falling asleep, wiggling until I was a little more comfortable on the floor of the First Community Bank downtown off Pearson. “See, I was only supposed to be using the ATM outside to make a deposit, but there were no envelopes so I had to come in here to get one and––”

“That’s not what I ask––”

“But the whole time we were driving over here from lunch, Sam was like, ‘Why do you have to do this now, why can’t you just wait until we’re closer to home, why do you have to be so OCD about this kind of crap, why can’t you just––’”

“I still don’t––”

“But I wanted the check in there,” I cut him off. “I need it in case Dylan puts through an order for some printing that we had done and––”

“I want to know why you’re more scared of him than––”

“So,” I interrupted again, glaring that time, “we get here and he’s already annoyed and I promised to be right back out, and since I wasn’t and then the alarm went off and I got stuck in here…dude, I’m so dead, you have no idea.”

“And how does that––”

“I mean, it’s not like he’s gonna shoot me or anything but––”

“Shoot you?”

“Well, yeah,” I squinted at him. “I mean he could if he wanted. He’s a U.S. Marshall and he has this 10mm Smith&Wesson that’ll blow a hole through you as big as a dinner plate.”

His eyes fluttered and I figured he was bored, but I was really worried about the house arrest I was going to have to endure because of this latest debacle.

“I should just run away,” I moaned.

“You––”

“Not that I could. I mean disappearing, changing my name, altering my face… None of that would stop him. If he wanted to find me, he could do it in a heartbeat. He’s got a whole Federal database at his fingertips, for crissakes. I mean, it would be one thing if he was, like, hunting you, for instance,” I said, gesturing at the man squatting in front of me. “That might take him like ten seconds longer, after he ran down all your known associates and all that crap, but he’d find you too. And the man is tenacious! He had to find these drug cartel guys once, and he spent two years in Columbia, but he found everyone, and they’re either dead now or rotting in prison.”

The partner inhaled sharply and I looked up at him.

“Can you imagine? There you are living your life and then, bam,” I yelled. “He just shows up out of the blue and drops the hammer on you. And it’s not like he doesn’t have this mad-crazy temper sometimes, and this revenge streak a mile long. The man is just unstoppable. And you know, I bet some of those guys he busted in South America would have loved to come home to the US. But I know he left them in some cesspool somewhere just so they could get the whole Midnight Express experience.”

“Jesus.”

I turned back to the leader with his ski mask up. “In all seriousness, though, he’s not gonna actually shoot me, but I won’t be able to get on the bus with you to, like, wherever you’re going. I mean, he’d either be on it or on top of it or like I said, he’d just shoot you in the head. Sam always says that Kevlar would be fantastic if it came in full body armor. But your neck, and your collarbone, and of course your head…all that’s vulnerable. And he’s like a really good shot, like crazy good, like sniper good. Oh, I know,” I got excited, thinking of a good frame of reference as I smiled at them. “Do you guys watch Bones? Like David Boreanz’s character, like that––he’ll just put a bullet in your brain.”

The first guy, the guy in charge, who no longer had his rifle pointed at me, took a breath. “You’re saying that along with the cops, there’s a U.S. Marshal out there who wants to kill me and my partner?”

“Well, yeah,” I shrugged, lifting my hands. “I mean, you put PlastiCuffs on me, which are a bitch to get off, by the way. Like, in the movies people just cut them off with a knife or something, but you can’t. There’s a special tool you have to use to clip them. It’s just as bad as when––and they do this all the time––they have a character flip the safety on a revolver.”

“There’s no safety on a revolver?” The lady beside me asked.

I scoffed at her, shaking my head. “Yeah no, it’s so stupid.”

“Really? I had no idea.”

“And you wouldn’t,” I patted her knee. “Unless you lived with a cop or a guy who knew his guns.”

“Are you married?” She asked me.

I beamed at her. “Yep, have been for awhile. We’re waiting to hear from an adoption agency on a kid right now.”

“Oh,” she cooed.

“Look at me!”

I turned back to the guy who had not pulled his ski mask off.

“You need to talk to your––”

“Did you know that the SWAT guys are all about saving the hostages and just shooting you dead? Sam told me.”

“Serves them right,” the lady beside me said. “I have kids at home.”

“We all do,” the man on the other side of me said. “And I really like the sound of your husband. He sounds like a shoot first, ask questions later kind of guy.”

“Oh no,” I shook my head. “He’s wonderful and kind and loving. It’s just, you know, this is gonna make him psychotic. And he’ll be worried about you guys too, and like I said, his gun is like a cannon and he knows where to aim it.”

I looked back up at the guy standing above me with the rifle.

“Are you okay? You look sort of gray.”

Without warning, he bolted toward the back of the bank and out of sight. His partner, the guy whose face we couldn’t see, yelled for him to stop and then tore after him.

“Now where are they going?” The lady asked.

“I dunno,” I said, leaning forward to try and see.

“My name is Felicia, by the way, Felicia Jones.”

“Jory,” I said, turning my head to smile at her.

“Tony,” the man on my left chimed in.

I looked over at him and grinned. “Great to meet you both. Maybe we should all have lunch sometime when this is over.”

They both agreed that would be lovely, and some other people offered as well.

When my cell phone rang a bit later, I looked over at the counter where it was. The robbers had put them all there when they collected them. I wasn’t sure if I should move or not.

“What do you guys think?” I asked the collective.

Tony shrugged. “I don’t see anybody, I say g’head.”

“You want me to go grab it?” Another guy asked from a few people away from me.

“No, I got it,” I told him, getting up, hearing Sam’s ringtone: Raindrops by Stunt.

Walking to my iPhone with the hot pink metallic case––it needed to be bright, otherwise I lost it––I touched the answer button and then the speaker.

“Jory?” He yelled at me.

“Hi,” I smiled down at the phone because his picture was there, and it was one of many that I loved. He was squinting at me and his brows were furrowed. God, he was cute.

“Hi?” He was annoyed. “What the fuck is going on in there?”

“Not sure,” I said, looking around. “We seem to be alone. Have been for like the last, what,” I asked, my eyes flicking to the others, “five minutes?”

“I say ten,” Felicia offered.

“About that,” Tony agreed.

“Yeah, like ten minutes at least,” I said back into the phone. “I think they might have bailed.”

Heavy sigh. “Have everyone sit down, we’re coming in.”

Of course he was coming in; they’d be lucky if he didn’t kick the door down and lead the way. Who needed a battering ram when you had Sam Kage with you?

“Okay, sitting down.”

Minutes later, watching the SWAT guys come in was ten kinds of awesome. The doors flew apart; five guys rushed in, dropped to one knee, yelled at us to get down, and froze there. The second wave came in and rushed across the room, forming a sort of phalanx around us and then finally, the last guys charged across the room to the other side.

Once everyone yelled the all clear, Sam came charging into the bank and I could tell he was mad, probably because the SWAT commander had made him wait, but when I lifted my hands and waved, I saw him breathe as he charged toward me.

“Oh, Jory, your man is fine.”

“I know, right?” I smiled at Felicia, watching him; the fluid stride, his massive shoulders, his height, all of him strong and virile. He still made me breathless even after so long.

Kneeling down in front of me, hands on my face as he looked me over, I watched his brows furrow. “Are you all right?” He asked, his voice deep and resonant, even lower than normal because he had been scared.

I leaned forward, put my cuffed hands over his head so they were around the back of his neck, and smiled wide. “I’m fine.”

He let out a shaky breath, wrapped me in his arms, and hugged me tight. When he stood up, easily, even with my added weight, I had no choice but to wrap my legs around his waist. Normally he didn’t like public displays of affection, but this seemed all right. He carried me out, one hand on the small of my back, the other on my ass. He walked me to his monster SUV, a Chevy Suburban, put me in the passenger seat and locked the door.

I tapped on the window, and he rolled it down with the remote control fob thingy in his hand.

“Yes?”

“Don’t say yes like I’m bothering you!”

He was waiting.

I lifted my wrists for him. “Aren’t you going to take these off?”

“You’re kidding, right?” He asked, and the window rolled up between us.

“Sam Kage!” I yelled at him through the glass.

One beautiful copper colored brow rose before he turned and walked away.

By the time he got back, I had eaten the leftovers from lunch and chugged one of the water bottles he kept in the tiny fridge behind the driver’s seat.

“It’s about time,” I groused at him as he got in.

He grunted. “It seems you scared the crap out of the bank robbers with stories about me. They found them ten blocks away in their hotel room, packing.”

“How did they get out?”

“Same way they got in––through some service elevator that leads to the alley.”

I had to process.

“What did you say?”

“I don’t… I didn’t say anything to them. Not really.”

He was squinting again.

“What? I didn’t. I was just worried that you were gonna be pissed at me.”

“I am pissed at you.”

I groaned. “Could you just take these cuff things off already, please?”

He reached into the console between the seats and pulled out the clipper for them. I was free seconds later.

I was massaging my wrists as I turned to look at him. “That was mean.”

“You are a trouble magnet.”

“I am not.”

The look I got was disbelieving.

“I just… Things happen sometimes.”

“Sometimes?”

I shrugged.

“Come here.”

I moved fast because really, any excuse to get into Sam’s lap was one I would take. I wrapped my arms around his neck and stared into his beautiful, smoky blue eyes. He grabbed hold of my ass and yanked me forward, shoving my groin into his rock-hard abdomen.

“I think you made the news,” he grinned at me.

“I did?” That was fun.

He leaned in and I kissed him. My lips melted over his, my tongue took the tour of his hot mouth and mauled him until he finally had to pull away to breathe.

“Why weren’t you scared?” He asked me, panting.

“Because you were right outside. Why would I be scared?”

“What if I couldn’t get to you?”

“You?” I chuckled. “Not be there to save me? Is that even possible?”

“No, it’s not,” he assured me, hand on the back of my head, fisting in my hair as he recaptured my mouth for a second round.

By the time I was squirming in his lap, whimpering with need, we had to move the car and he gently, but firmly, put me back in my seat and pulled the seatbelt around me.

“Hurry up and get home,” I ordered hoarsely.

“I’m hurrying but you––oh,” he suddenly cackled, and I heard the ring on his car phone at the same moment. “Hello?”

Why was he smiling? Why––

“Sam?” came the brisk, no-nonsense tone over the line. “Where––”

“You saw the news,” Sam said, turning to me, his smile out of control as I put my head back and groaned a little too loudly.

“Is that Jory? Jory!”

“It’s not what you think,” I promised my older brother, Dane Harcourt.
Sam started chuckling.

“For heaven’s sake, Jory! You’re a trouble magnet!”

And between my brother yelling and my husband waggling his eyebrows at me, I knew it was going to be a long drive home.

“At least you’ll get laid when you get there,” Sam promised me, whispering.

And that was an excellent point.

“Are you listening to me?” Dane was fuming.

Unfortunately, I was.



Buy But For You HERE.

Steamroller by Mary Calmes

“Love is not finding someone you can live with; it’s finding someone you can’t live without.” – Unknown

Carson Cress is the most invisible man on the Everson University campus. That’s not to say everyone doesn’t see the gorgeous star quarterback destined for the NFL, though. It’s to say that no one sees Carson as anything but the gorgeous star quarterback destined for the NFL. Carson Cress is the young man who fell asleep inside himself, and Carson-The-Jock is the façade he shows to the world because that seems to be all the world is interested in seeing. It’s not until a kiss awakens the Carson who is meant to be that he can become the Carson who is loved for someone other than who he seemed destined to become.

Being courted by the media, adored by the sycophants, catered to by the awe struck who hope for nothing more than a little bit of Carson’s cachet to trickle down to them, underestimated in his intellect, and living a life that’s been expected of him, a life he’s been groomed for rather than the life he expects to live for himself, hasn’t accustomed Carson to hearing the word “no” very often…if ever. The one sure thing this semi-charmed kind of life has prepared him for, though, is to take risks because taking risks means being in charge, although sometimes those risks aren’t for the better but the worse.

Carson Cress is a force with which to be reckoned, in his own subdued way. He is a fury like a force of nature when he homes in on what it is he truly desires; he is the calm in the eye of the storm; he is the passionate storm in the eye of his beholder, Vincent Wade, the one who dared to tell Carson “no”, the one who dared to challenge Carson to wake up and live rather than merely to exist, the one who is overwhelmed by the intensity with which Carson Cress wants and needs, the one who is loved breathtakingly when Carson refuses to take that “no” for an answer. Vince is the one who touches Carson and makes him feel—everything, everywhere, in every way—for the first time in his life.

Vince is the dreamer who dreams of things bigger than himself. But he is also the young man who has a difficult time dreaming of and believing in a reality in which the kind of love Carson shows him is a kind of love on which he can build a future, because it’s the kind of love that, once you’ve experienced it, you know you’ll never be able to live without. It is a defining kind of love that changes the rules, the kind of love that makes you want things you never imagined wanting before, the kind of love that makes you more because it’s the kind of love that makes you whole.

Steamroller is a gorgeous story about not letting life happen to you but reaching out and grabbing hold if what it is that will make your life happen for you.

It is a story told in Vincent Wade’s voice, but that voice is the architect of Carson Cress, it is the voice that allows the reader to see Carson for who he is when Carson isn’t so sure himself. Vince becomes the compass by which Carson sets his course, especially when the course of the journey changes, a journey that seems guaranteed a long and passionate life. This is a consummate romance, the sort of love about which Shakespeare wrote when he said, “Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs.” And when the smoke clears, it’s a fire that burns hot and bright and leaves something new for the two men in its wake.

Buy Steamroller HERE.

Three Fates by Andrew Grey, Mary Calmes, and Amy Lane

“The Fates lead him who will. Him who won’t they drag.” – Seneca

The Fates, the Moirai, the Three Witches, the Weird Sisters—Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos. Sometimes they are portrayed as the girl, the woman, and the crone, three separate and distinct entities of female evolution; though at times they’re also portrayed as a single being that shifts fluidly through her pattern of roles as the spinner of the Thread of Life, the measurer of the Thread, and lastly and perhaps the most powerful of all—she who determines the manner and time of death. Once chosen, her “abhorred shears” cut the Thread of Life and fate is sealed. Whatever the Fates are called, whatever form and face they assume, they are feared and revered by the gods and mortals alike for their unlimited power and the wisdom they possess as they guide and manipulate the threads that form the tapestries of life they control.

There is an indelible line we toe that links us birth to death, the future an inevitable course, but it’s how one lives every moment of the present that dictates how well and how effortlessly this journey will be made. One would think the Fates are the enemy of free will, but there is always choice, and fortune favors those who choose wisely. Even those who elect not to choose have still made a choice, though they are the ones whom the Fates will drag along on the predetermined course to the destined outcome.

Andrew Grey, Mary Calmes, and Amy Lane have teamed up to deliver their own interpretations of Fate, Fortune, Luck, Chance—whatever name you choose to give the whims of existence that fit into your personal mythology—in Three Fates, three unique stories that spin a common yarn: men who find love thanks in whole to the benevolence of those unfathomable agents of the adventure we call life.

From the thoroughly charming paranormal fairy tale Fate Delivers a Prince, to the contemporary setting of the über-romantic Jump, to the irrepressibly enchanting tale of perspective and opportunity in Believed You Were Lucky, these three authors wove me into their stories and made me so glad to be there. Cheyenne and Prince Arthur; Cass and Raz; Hake and Leif—each of these men learned to trust in the formidable and sometimes tenuous balance between fate and free will, and in the process also learned to receive the blessings gifted to them by those possessed of the wisdom to successfully manipulate the weave of the very fabric of life.

Friedrich Nietzsche said, “Amor Fati – Love Your Fate, which is in fact your life.” Accepting and embracing the inevitable is what these stories are truly about, though they say it all in far more eloquent ways.

Buy Three Fates HERE.

Acrobat by Mary Calmes

Andreo Fiore is a man whose life is lived on the very fringes of the right side of the law. He toes that delicate line, working as a bodyguard for a mob boss, while also being a father and trying to be a good role model to his teenage nephew, Michael. Being his mobster’s keeper wasn’t Dreo’s first choice of professions, but it was a way to make good money when he took on the responsibility of raising his deceased sister’s son. For four years, he’s lived across the hall from college English Literature professor Nate Qells, who has quietly and unobtrusively, in that time, become a second parent to Michael, has become an indispensible cog in the wheel of Dreo’s and Michael’s lives, and has created a family of three, entirely under the radar.

Nate is eighteen months out of a relationship that ended because he was trying so hard to be someone he’s not. Duncan Stiel couldn’t be the partner Nate needed him to be, and Nate tried for too long to play the acrobat in the relationship, trying to balance who he was with the man he thought Duncan wanted him to be. It didn’t matter in the end, though, because it turned out Duncan couldn’t or wouldn’t change for Nate, so Nate finally stepped out of Duncan’s closet and they went their separate ways. Having a partner who isn’t afraid to be proud of their relationship is all Nate really wants; he just hasn’t found the man yet who inspires Nate to take the leap of faith.

For four years, Dreo has been quietly falling in love with Nate. For four years, Nate has been entirely oblivious to it because Dreo is the master of hiding his feelings beneath a smoothly polished veneer. But all the while, Dreo has been working to make himself into the sort of man Nate Qell can love.

One of the things I love so much about Mary Calmes’ characters is the fact that they’re entirely loveable, yet the men themselves seem incapable of seeing how truly wonderful they are until they see themselves through the eyes of someone who loves them, and then they realize how much they mean to those who matter the most.

Acrobat is a story of courage, not the sort of courage that comes from what you do for a living, but from who you are and who you fight to live for and how you live a life that you can be proud of so the ones you love can be proud of you. It’s a consistent theme in Mary Calmes’ books, one that always plays out beautifully because it’s one that so universally uniting.

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Frog by Mary Calmes

There’s more than one way to be abandoned. There’s abandonment with intention, and then there’s the sort of abandonment that the universe, fate, bad luck, whatever name you give it, delivers on a whim. It’s called death and that sort is the permanent kind, the kind that leaves a man unanchored because he has no one to ground himself to, and he’s maybe a little scared to believe it’s possible to belong to someone, somewhere, because to invest in a dream like that leaves him vulnerable. If he belongs to no one and no one belongs to him, then there’s nothing that matters to him that can be taken away from him.

But like the song says, “Your prison is walking through this world all alone,” and there’s a difference between being alone and being lonely.

There’ve been songs sung and odes written to the lonesome cowboy, the man who drifts through life looking for the next rodeo, the next ranch, the man whose bright lights aren’t the kind found in the big city but the ones found in the open sky above him, the sky that’s sometimes the only roof he has over his head. Weber Yates is the consummate drifter, the desperado who’s gotta let somebody love him before it’s too late. Web has found someone he’d like to be able to call home but can’t seem to fathom why that person would want to build a home around him.

Dr. Cyrus Benning, brilliant neurosurgeon, meets Web on a Texas vacation, the kind of vacation where a group of city slickers play cowboy for a weekend, and what happens the moment they meet will change both of their lives forever. Over the course of three years, they get together just a few more than a dozen times, but that’s enough for Cyrus to know he wants more, and it’s enough for Cyrus to become Weber’s lodestar, the bright point in an otherwise empty life that keeps guiding him back to a place that he keeps trying to run away from because the final ultimatum is too much for him to believe in. But Web is branded, not a visible mark on his skin but an indelible mark on his heart, and once you’re imprinted you belong, whether you like it or not.

Frog is a sweet and subtle story about perspective and how those perspectives can shift when you allow yourself to believe in something and someone who doesn’t love you for the myth but loves you for the honorable man you are. Web discovers that belonging to someone doesn’t mean giving up who he is but is about gaining a part of himself he didn’t realize was missing until it was gifted to him. And when he transforms, whether it’s from sleeping on the prince’s pillow every night or with a kiss or by being thrown up against the wall and being told there’s no other way, the fairy tale is complete, and it’s a beautiful thing.

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Mine by Mary Calmes

It doesn’t take long to realize there’s something a little bit special about Landry Carter—from the manic highs to the frightening lows, from the dangerous impulses to the intense shifts in behavior that cause him to become aggressive one moment and submissive the next—Landry Carter is a bit like a butterfly in a jar, beautiful in his serenity, one moment, then bumping against the fragile glass walls of his own emotions and fears when he’s flying.

Trevan Bean is the man who tames Landry. No, not tames him, calms him. Trevan brings order and structure to Landry’s life. He’s the safety net into which Landry can fall, the man who cushions the blows when Landry is pushing at the limits of his affliction. Trev is an equalizer, a man who brings order to chaos; he’s the man who knows Landry, sometimes better than Landry knows himself, and who knows enough to open that jar sometimes and let Landry be free to fly and to work things out on his own before Trevan brings him back down to earth.

Mine is a simple story about two very complex men, and I don’t mean simple in a derogatory way, not at all. No, life for Trevan and Landry has more than its share of complications, but what I mean by simple is that the relationship, the love that Trevan and Landry share is so straightforward, so utterly and unquestioningly substantial and essential to the both of them, that even when it becomes mired in the sometimes overwhelming challenges the men face, when it’s threatened by their own personal demons, it’s that unconditional love that pares everything else down to its most basic elements, and that is that it’s the love they need to survive and thrive.

Mary Calmes has delivered another story filled with angst and turmoil that kept me turning pages all day, until I’d consumed every last word in a frenzy.

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